ConfusedT Posted September 14, 2011 Posted September 14, 2011 hey guys! havent been here in like a week! I M Y all! anyways, ive been doing ok. i miss him here and there, i havent figured out why yet, but hell i guess i will. today was the first day that i CRIED over something other than him. I know that seems odd that i see this as a breakthrough, but for the last two months or so, nothing else has been more upsetting that our breakup, but for me to cry over something else shows me that i actually have emotions outside of "him". it was over something so stupid and while i was crying, i was wishing that he was there to comfort me, but then all of a sudden. i thought for what? why in the hell would i want someone who treated me like that there?? pshhh, i wouldnt!!!!! & i have gotten to the stage where i'm like- did he really leave me for her? after everything i did for him and because of him??!!? i really am confused, but not sad! good! all my LS friends better at least say HI and let me know how ya doing!!! =)
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