carrie1 Posted September 12, 2011 Posted September 12, 2011 ... and I am feeling so much better. my story is here http://www.loveshack.org/forums/t289488/ I've broke NC after some days. We are in LC now and talk, text or email once, twice a week. Don't ask me why, I really do not know I reactivated my FB account. Have not blocked him, but have edited my news feed. I do not see the point in blocking him, I found his password on my PC. I do not have the urge to check his account or his profile and I am pretty sure I won't do it. That bad feeling in my stomach that I had every morning for about 1 month just disappeared one morning! I just woke up to realize "Hey, it's gone!" Last month I went on holiday and it was great!!! I went visiting one of my friends in the UK. It was a great holiday and for the first time I found myself laughing with all my heart (never thought I will laugh again). I began enjoying my freedom and started liking to do things on my own. Setting goals for the future helped me. I am concentrating on achieving them, and it's helping me not to think (at least not to much) about the past. I started going to the gym, reading books (never liked to read before, but I realized it makes me feel better.), re-watching my favorite TV shows, enjoying long walks in the park, etc. There are moments he just poops into my head. well, it's not exactly him, but the good old times. We had some great trips together and that's what I miss most. I definitely do not miss him!!! I am wearing a rubber band around my wrist and when my mind starts to thing about him/or anything related I just snap it against my skin. It really works for me I have read this tip somewhere here. Those moments are very rare now! yay!!! Also, LS has helped me very much seeing things so much clearer! So, it gets better! I never thought it will, but it really gets so much better. P.S I also found out that he was dating a girl while still with me, at the beginning of the year. I should have known it better from the beginning: once a cheater, always a cheater!!! Lesson learned! Thank you baby!
sleepykitten Posted September 12, 2011 Posted September 12, 2011 Hi Carrie, so glad for you that that awful feeling is gone, I am around the 3 mth mark too but have had contact then found out he was seeing someone else 3 days after our break up, last week was a really bad one, but I decided nc, its been a week and i already feel so much better.
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