Dark Phoenix Posted September 19, 2011 Posted September 19, 2011 I've felt so depressed today. I want to talk to him. But since he getting married this month it's probably not appropriate. I feel guilty for doing no contact. Me heart kills me. And I just keep thinking of flashes from the past. How did all this go wrong, how did he get engaged so quick? How could he say he missed me,loved me, regret everything he did, wished he could cuddle with me, and a month after I went nc get a new person and get engaged? Think of it this way... You went NC. You can't push someone away by doing No Contact on them. You leave them wondering about you, sometimes to the point where they will try to contact you. If you get a stubborn one they may not contact you no matter how much you pass through their thoughts. If you hadn't gone NC: You could have pushed him away (pulling him in is next to impossible while in contact), relieved him of any thoughts involving you, he would not have wondered about you, and he would reach indifference much sooner... all while you would have been getting more and more hurt.
Author Confused728 Posted September 20, 2011 Author Posted September 20, 2011 (edited) I miss him so very very much.. what am i going to do with this terrible burden i feel. What if i lost my true love.. I want to call him but I cant do it.. so wrong of me with him getting married and all. I don't even know how he would react to me. I feel like im reliving my break up all over again.. i dont know why im all of a sudden feeling these emotions after i haven't talked to him in a year Edited September 20, 2011 by Confused728
Dark Phoenix Posted September 20, 2011 Posted September 20, 2011 What if i lost my true love. you didn't, true loves don't breakup. hearing about him getting married has set you back, and it's completely understandable. you had a successful relationship, it ended and now you know that you two are not compatible for whatever reason(s). Now you can learn from this experience and go find someone you truly are compatible with, someone that won't break your heart.
Author Confused728 Posted September 28, 2011 Author Posted September 28, 2011 well I bet his wedding happened this weekend.. I wonder if he thought about me at all. I cant believe how much i still think about him. If only i knew he was gonna be that crazy and get engaged three months after we stopped talking.. and get married less than a year later..I keep questioning what propelled him to do that.. and what i could have done differently.
Author Confused728 Posted October 3, 2011 Author Posted October 3, 2011 Well.. I Seen the wedding pictures online I guess he doesn't love me anymore. Im probably never thought about. What the he'll happened
Dark Phoenix Posted October 3, 2011 Posted October 3, 2011 Well.. I Seen the wedding pictures online I guess he doesn't love me anymore. Im probably never thought about. What the he'll happened It would be best for you to use this as motivation to heal and move on. There are better, more qualifying people out there for you.
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