Tears of joy when I wrote this letter, I really mean it, should i send it?

[spagetti-o]

You still haven't learn anything dude, your ego wrote that letter....get over yourself.

[visualbasicide]

Yeah but his ego would have sent it too. It's still progress. Don't bash it.

[ScienceGal]

Yeah but his ego would have sent it too. It's still progress. Don't bash it.

 

***applause***

 

I love progress.

[visualbasicide]

***applause***

 

I love progress.

 

lol no doubt, sometimes I'll settle for the illusion of progress as long as it keeps me motivated to keep moving forward.

[lymtal1]

i agree not to send it. but and you need to recognize this but. you clearly have grown and that is something to be very proud of. you are doing the right thngs to get yourself in a better place. remember when these things happen to us we really have to focus on ourselves first. you are doing that. may take some time to complete a change of this magnitude but you are working on it and that is great.

 

keep doing that and at some point in your life you may get a chance to send it or tell her in person. let her be right now though:)

[D-Lish]

False, my ego isn't telling me **** now, I have that ******* under control. I didn't mean for this letter to come out as "your only purpose to me was so I can learn to be better, thanks, cya later"

 

I wanted it to be more like

"I am very sorry, I am trying to get better, I am, and you've been a great help to me. I hope we can be friends"

 

You guys gotta understand, I was kinda selling myself short. I treated her bad at times, but I also treated her very well. I gave up my whole life for her. I kinda just got lost in that last month.

 

You didn't convey that message very well.

 

You started out by saying your intent wasn't to apologize when she is probably owed an apology.

 

You don't want to be friends with her, you want her back. In order for that to happen, you need to apologize.