ChicagoChico77 Posted September 9, 2011 Posted September 9, 2011 She broke up with me, and I've been find about it. We've kinda been very faint acquaintances since. Somewhat mutual about each other. I was hanging out with some friends who ended up getting me drunk, and I decided, I was going to "profess my love to her" I went and knocked on her door and she politely said we can't talk right now. So I left, and then I decided I was going to "profess my love to her for REAL" this time The second time I knocked I heard a guy's voice, and the drunken jealously drove in, and I asked her if there was a guy there. She told me to leave and not come back. This time she was kinda upset. Next morning I wake up feeling like straight ****, and really embarrassed as that really isn't who I am. I know it's a ****ty excuse, but I was really drunk. Anyway, I wrote her an email apologizing the next, and I was very sincere, guilty, and ashamed. She hasn't replied, and I don't want her to, but I just want to know if she accepts my apology. I actually really wanted to stay friends with her, but now I'm forcing myself to never see her again. Literally. I feel like I'm a psycho ex type now. God damnit.
Author ChicagoChico77 Posted September 9, 2011 Author Posted September 9, 2011 So my question is did I just throw out a potential friendship cuz I'm retarded when I'm drunk?
Lisa_H Posted September 9, 2011 Posted September 9, 2011 Maybe she just needs some time to cool off. I am sure she is upset right now. Hey, we all make mistakes don't be so hard on yourself. I bet with some time the event won't be so bad to her. hmmm, that jealousy makes me wonder how you really feel about it her;)
Author ChicagoChico77 Posted September 10, 2011 Author Posted September 10, 2011 Thanks for the advice, Im kinda talking to a girl right now so its a double whammy if she finds out . Im gonna stay away and hope eventually she forgives me. Thanks!!
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