Buttercup84 Posted September 9, 2011 Posted September 9, 2011 I broke nc last night and today because the repai guy for our old house called me several times thinking it was my ex's number . My ex replied and was nasty and cold . I read the email while at college and felt like killing myself the pain was so intense. He later apologized and was so nice . But nothing will ever change his feelings . I am so stupid and hate myself . I seriously do not know how to deal anymore. I don't want to have a life without him.
Lost on Jerseyshore Posted September 9, 2011 Posted September 9, 2011 I know how hard it is I feel it everyday. I even work with my ex and have to see him 6 hours a day and EVERYONE still thinks we are together. Its been 4 weeks and neither one of us has told our coworkers. You CAN get through this, dont ever think the worse. I know its hard but we are all here for eachother. Hang in there kid...
shortee143 Posted September 9, 2011 Posted September 9, 2011 I know how hard it is I feel it everyday. I even work with my ex and have to see him 6 hours a day and EVERYONE still thinks we are together. Its been 4 weeks and neither one of us has told our coworkers. You CAN get through this, dont ever think the worse. I know its hard but we are all here for eachother. Hang in there kid... eek tough stuff seeing your ex daily like that! I see my ex and his new gf, as the ex and I are in the same group of friends (literally invited to like every same event grr). You will get better OP! Promise! I was literally feeling like I was dying the first month or so. Now I am 6 months out, and see him at social gatherings with his new gf, and it hurts...but not quite as bad. The intense pain does pass. I cant promise you wont hurt for quite some time, as if I think, I too still hurt, but that god awfulness has faded. Hang in there
M2155 Posted September 9, 2011 Posted September 9, 2011 I don't know you but you sound like a sweet person from some of the posts and I CAN'T WAIT until I see you post about some great guy you have met and can't believe that you spent so much time pining over this guy. We all know how you feel though;)
Author Buttercup84 Posted September 9, 2011 Author Posted September 9, 2011 I don't know you but you sound like a sweet person from some of the posts and I CAN'T WAIT until I see you post about some great guy you have met and can't believe that you spent so much time pining over this guy. We all know how you feel though;) That is so sweet of you thank you so much. When I read this I was able to get out of bed and not sulk. I hope this happens to you too xxx
intigo Posted September 9, 2011 Posted September 9, 2011 i have stored the last convo with my ex on msn , i read her painfull words everyday...the girl i love with all my heart telling me i dont feel anything for you and wont feel in the future,dont try to win me again, we are done..Today she changed her photo on facebook and put a photo in which she wears a bikini (a photo which i took..) its like telling the world im free come and get me.During the day i have these moments where i find myself and im ok but today i feel sick. There is nothing i can do to make her fall in love with me, i wanted her by my side. Maybe some people are destined to be alone.
sadvenus Posted September 9, 2011 Posted September 9, 2011 I dont see my ex that often but I see the woman he replaced me with everyday at work. Each time I see her I remember the betrayal and it's very painful. Seeing her is like a nightmare. I understand how you feel. Just stay strong.
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