TheCakeIsALie Posted September 5, 2011 Posted September 5, 2011 Some people say that the best revenge is happiness. But at the time being, it CERTAINLY IS NOT. I'm still feeling raw about the break up and I still have no clue as to why things went sour. Being on these forums, it seems that I am on the receiving end of "grass is greener" situation. Sometimes I don't feel like waking up, going to work, school, or see my friends. But I still get up, shower, then, BAM!, I get pangs of anger and rage. I have moments where I want to go and steal his stuff and sell it or smash it (as I still have his family's house key). Sometimes I want to take his precious book collection and make a giant bonfire and make smores over it. Then I go through these phases where I just want to hide in my room and cry. I don't think I can be happy yet. I certainly don't want him to be happy since he has caused me such grief and agony. After 9 long years together, how could he just throw it all away to go find himself. Screw you A--HOLE! I hope you never find true happiness and rot in your own hell and selfishness.
silly_panda Posted September 5, 2011 Posted September 5, 2011 We all go through this phases... I am going through it now too... I do believe that the best revenge is happiness and massive success..! That's what drives me to get out of bed, jog every single day, focus on my career... Cause in the end, all I wanted is to feel happy again and ultimately be myself again... Better still, be the 'improved me'... After all, who will love you if you don't love yourself..? I know you can do it...
Author TheCakeIsALie Posted September 5, 2011 Author Posted September 5, 2011 But what kick started you to want to be better? I'm feeling so bitter and just have absolutely no energy to do anything other than mope and rage. I guess I'm expecting too much too soon as it's only been 2 weeks since the break up. I can't even really face up to it as I haven't told many people about the situation. I just look extremely moody to everyone outside of the situation. I want to get over it, but not sure where to start.
silly_panda Posted September 5, 2011 Posted September 5, 2011 For me, I know that I will have to get out of this situation sooner or later... I chose sooner rather than later... And I know all I'm doing are for myself and own benifits... I don't choose to dwell in the thoughts that will make me sad... Though I do sometimes, but I will stop those thoughts when they begin... I suggest that you read about Antinko's coping journal... Here is the link and thank him for sharing this with us... http://www.loveshack.org/forums/t291943/ You will get the idea of what to do, when to start, what not to do... Hope this helps...
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