shapp Posted September 3, 2011 Posted September 3, 2011 :mad:I have been with my boyfriend about 2 years an a half. The relationship was really good the first year, but for the past year and a half i been through hell, but I still kept him anyway he started staying out all night just not caring i still kept taking hime back, over the 2 year mark it gotten worser stayed out constantly i always accepted whatever he did, he hurt me so bad repeately he was not working I help in everyway I could, but anyway he left me I was devestated, i cried morning noon and night. he sid contact me after he left and went back home to his moma, i did communicate with him and wanted him back he treated me like **** the more i called and ran behind him the worse i got treated, ok he came back a month an ahalf later i did not ask him to but i accepted him back things were going well, so early in the week he was out and his phone accidentally call me i listen i heard him say he had been seen this lady for the last 8 r 9 years and that he left me to be with her but something happen i guess thats why he came back heart broke hearing him sy that , but anyway about cocaine use last night he came home he had been drinking he drinks 7 days a week heavy i would call him a mean drunk its awful how i let him treat me he act so paranoid accuses me of everything he left the house at 2 this morning came back in an hour left again at 5am still gone before he left out he said he will be getting his stuff and leaving and a big part of me want him gone i have been through hell but i am afraid of him getting back with his ex even though she left him for someone else and i dont even want him he disgust me so bad i dont call him anymore i just despise him. please help me i always tell him what goes around comes around. he has a big mouth to he always say he is going to be ok he feel every woman want him so really he just dont give a **** he have no respect for me he have cheated on me from day one , and the reason i think he is doing cocaine is he stay up all night paranoid dont eat just mean, and another thing his friend that he hang with for hours and hours a day do cocaine every day i remind you he have used before but quit because he was on probation now he is off he use with this same friend for years. I am disgusted.
broken-and-lost Posted September 3, 2011 Posted September 3, 2011 you need to get yourself out and look after yourself sounds like a crappy relationship with someone who is just using you
Nohbody Posted September 3, 2011 Posted September 3, 2011 Seconded. Get away from this person, he doesn't reciprocate your feelings. Focus on yourself, build up your self esteem, do what you want to do and make yourself happy. It's all the same old advice, but it's darn good. Kick his ass to the curb, and I promise you life will get easier. And probably qualitatively better.
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