What next

[Bubby]

I am at home with my dog, cats and he is off srewing his tart. My lovely devoted husband who left me at the end of July. Tonight he is off screwing his tart and I stupidly am at home crying my eyes out. This is over a cold superficial nasty man who has treated me like scum and screwed me over. He has been taken in by a damsel in distress. He fell for it hook line and sinker. He even told his work we were finished before he told me ! Yeah I'm angry because I have met his tart and she was working on him ages before he left me. As the saying goes you can't con a con. Well you can't fool another woman. She has played the fragile little darling and played my husband like a fiddle. What a stupid fool he is. But she has not seen him turn with one of his headaches and become an angry nasty man. She must be worth it because she actually has him on a spend time with me restraint. And more bizarre are her children. Her 17 yr old daughter won't stay in the house alone with her 20 yr old brother. Alarms bells went off in my head. He said he wasn't sure about it ! Where is the mother's protection for the daughter and her priorities letting this happen. I want to move through this grief as quickly as I can and move on from him. He lives in a world of denial because he is so actively depressed and his health is failing him. He went on about my depression which I now have under control but he displays the exact symptoms I did. He hasn't even got the guts to go and get his medication reviewed because the medication that he is taking is screwing with his health and his depression. I have been with him before he started taking it and after. So i know my lovely husband as opposed to the nasty bully. I do know that if he had bothered to listen to me and get his health looked at I wouldn't be in this position now. He used to get onto me about my meds but at least I am looking after my health on all levels. So somehow I will grieve my darling who is lost inside the ugly depressed and nasty man he has become and pray and hope that he returns to himself. The rest is I have to look after me because everything else is gone and it is over. As in his words he screwed me over and not once have I had an apology. If I ever do it will mean that he has taken control of himself and living up to his responsibiities and has stopped being a coward and running away when it all gets too tough and finds another tart to screw. That's his history and at least with me to some degree he stopped doing that. He will do exactly to his current tart what he did to me or she will screw him over big time. Either way it is gauranteed it will happen.