After tonight it's 3 weeks of no contact and six weeks since I've seen her.

[Booyah171]

I did everything I could do to put her behind me and I think I have for the most part. I know we were wrong for each other but something felt so right about it. I haven't sent her a text in 3 weeks. I haven't seen her in a month and a half. I'm not planning on texting her or seeing her again. I know where she works, I could bump into her but I wont. It's getting easier every day but it's still hard. I held a funeral for us two weeks ago. I wrote the story of us and our relationship from day one. The story was 8 pages long. After reading it out loud I burned it.

 

I don't expect to see or hear from her again. My heart still jumps a beat when I get a text or see a car similar to hers though.

 

I'm doing good so far with the no contact rule. It doesn't hurt as bad but it still hurts.

 

Thanks for reading.

Edited September 1, 2011 by Booyah171

[HeartOfAPhoenix]

Grats to you,

 

It will get a lot easier as time goes on. You will have some bad/off days but you've done NC for 3 weeks and haven't seen her for 6 weeks, remember that on your bad/off days. I'm about 5 months out of my breakup, I couldn't even tell you how long I've been NC or the last time I saw her... honestly, I can't remember.

 

I've had her try to contact me via. email, google+, and Gtalk. All of which I have ignored since our last contact roughly 2 or 3 months ago. My Birthday is in 12 days, If she contacts me wishing me a happy birthday I hope a silent thank you will suffice

[Booyah171]

Grats to you,

 

It will get a lot easier as time goes on. You will have some bad/off days but you've done NC for 3 weeks and haven't seen her for 6 weeks, remember that on your bad/off days. I'm about 5 months out of my breakup, I couldn't even tell you how long I've been NC or the last time I saw her... honestly, I can't remember.

 

I've had her try to contact me via. email, google+, and Gtalk. All of which I have ignored since our last contact roughly 2 or 3 months ago. My Birthday is in 12 days, If she contacts me wishing me a happy birthday I hope a silent thank you will suffice

 

Wow, 5 months? Good job. I assume you were the one who wanted this? In our relationship it was off and on. A lot of drama and stupid little things. I think I would ignore her if she texted me but I don't know for sure....

 

I have also thought about blocking her number on my phone.

 

Thanks for the kind words. Tonight is just one of those nights.

[HeartOfAPhoenix]

Wow, 5 months? Good job. I assume you were the one who wanted this? In our relationship it was off and on. A lot of drama and stupid little things. I think I would ignore her if she texted me but I don't know for sure....

 

I have also thought about blocking her number on my phone.

 

Thanks for the kind words. Tonight is just one of those nights.

 

 

I was the dumpee, when I was dating her I had plans of marrying her and plans to propose to her (september 18th of this year, would have been our 4 year anniversary)... can't say I really wanted this at all. BUT I know what is best for me considering the circumstances and how she turned out.

 

 

You are doing well, when you have one of those nights just remember that you are still alive and kicking. Meaning you CAN live without her in your life.