arbrne_vet Posted August 31, 2011 Posted August 31, 2011 Today is day 4, no contact. have not heard from her, don't care to. went home and worked out, and holy crap, did i feel like superman. had a very, positive, aggressive workout, and i felt good.... felt like sending an email and telling her how i feel, but knew it would be worthless, and pointless. one day at a time. it's been 4 days. i feel better now than i did 4 days ago, but not great. still miss her, but reality is upon me, and i know that the person i have seen the past year is who she really is. not sure how she hid her "bad" self from me for 3 years, but she did. she was kind, considerate, always had time for me, always texted me, did so many things. last year, she changed. i have been waiting for "her" and have to realize the she never was. she was someone imaginary, who never existed. so, i become stronger each day, one day at a time. that is all we can do.
Lofty2 Posted August 31, 2011 Posted August 31, 2011 How did she 'change'? I 'changed' in my relationship with my bf of 5 years and I'm curious. x x
Author arbrne_vet Posted August 31, 2011 Author Posted August 31, 2011 ok, first three years, Always sent me a text out of the blue, told me that she loved me. would find time to call me from work, to say hi, and she loved me. stopped by my house 2 or 3 times a week after work. ( she lives 25 miles from me, works about 2). when we went out to eat, would always cuddle in a booth. in fact, one restaurant that we went to always put us in the back. it was really cool. if we went out with friends, we sat next to each other, and were always "close" then last year, it all changed. for some reason she had enough. wanted to end it. i got a diamond, and proposed to her. it was really great for about 2 weeks, then it stopped, like hitting a brick wall. she no longer had time to come see me, stopped calling me from work, stopped cuddling in restaurants, did not want to sit next to me when we went out with friends, and stopped texting. she would not be intimate with me anymore, and always picked fights over really stupid things. tried to talk to her, and never got anywhere. then in april, she stopped wearing my ring. like a fool, i kept trying.
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