wild_urge Posted August 31, 2011 Posted August 31, 2011 I just came back from my last trip a few hours ago. It is so hard for me to imagine that I am not going to see him for months, when we just kissed at the airport today. It's like waking up from a sweet dream. I don't know, maybe it was just a dream. . . We spent a month and a half together, day and night after being apart for 6 months. Everything felt like no time had passed since the last time we had been together. We had a huge argument about the way we should proceed regarding the papers he needs to come here. I had convinced him to get married, so I can sponsor him to come here, but his mother and sister apparently don't think it was a good idea and since he's financially dependant on his mother, so we are waiting for the stupid Canadian government to decide if they are finally going to give him a permanent residence ( considering that he has filed almost two years ago). . . How I hate the people responsible for taking these decisions, they play with peoples lives as if they don't matter at all. I mean seriously, two years, mostly due to a mistake in a document issued by the provincial government and yet no one can even tell us if any time soon there will be an answer!!! Anyways, you all know how it feels after a visit. I just feel so empty and sad. I miss everything. I didn't cry as much this time, but still, it feels the same way every time. I feel helpless. Why is it that we all want the simplest thing, to be with our loved ones, but it is so hard? Why is it that other couples get to fall asleep cuddling and wake up with a kiss ? For two years, I have wished, every single day, every single minute of every single day that we could be together. . . The way he was hugging me last night when I was crying . . . so caring and so loving. . . and I'm not going to feel that any time soon. . .
madjac74 Posted August 31, 2011 Posted August 31, 2011 Why is it that other couples get to fall asleep cuddling and wake up with a kiss ? Whats frustrating is how many people take this for granted when people like us fall asleep dreaming about it. I see couples all the time in a bar & grill that I frequent and I watch them sit there stuffing their faces and barely saying a word to each other. It's so frustrating because when my SO and I are together the only way we can shut each other up is with a kiss
aisle_seat Posted August 31, 2011 Posted August 31, 2011 Whats frustrating is how many people take this for granted when people like us fall asleep dreaming about it. I see couples all the time in a bar & grill that I frequent and I watch them sit there stuffing their faces and barely saying a word to each other. It's so frustrating because when my SO and I are together the only way we can shut each other up is with a kiss Yeah, I agree with this 100%. My SO and I talk about that; how people just take things for granted and have no idea how fortunate they are to be with each other all the time. I hope your immigration issue is resolved soon, WU.
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