Dblock10 Posted August 28, 2011 Posted August 28, 2011 (edited) so, its been 3 weeks of no contact from me or her. the dilemma is this,.... i still think about her, i know she is leaving to go travelling in 28 days thus we broke up prior to this 3 weeks ago from today. she hasn't asked me via any means of communication to ask how my family is or how is everything with my nan, who has now passed away, or how i am doing. this hurts me a lot more so than the break up. so its this keeping me from reaching out to her. however, i also want her back now/ for future.. so i was contemplating txting her/calling her and updating her on everything. And try and maintain a line of communication with her which is what i thought she wanted. clearly i was wrong then? maybe be her friend? however, this doesn't feel like i should be the one to do this. she has shown she doesn't care by not talking to me now. i am having a hard time moving on. if i was in her shoes, id have txt'd and asked her about her situation with her nan etc. have I done something wrong? i dont know what to do to make this better. i don't want to forget her, i don't want her to forget me either. my thought process in contacting her is that i want to be able to keep some sort of flow of contact with her. i dont understand this behaviour from her now.. is it guilt? does she genuinely not care? to busy with her own life? seeing someone else? edit- just went on her facebook first time in weeks. she isn't in a relationship. only recent stuff posted on her wall is her mate who she is travelling with talking about the trip. and other recent activity is that she is friends with some guy. but doubt there is anything in that. so yeah. how do i feel? bad for looking, but good also. I still want her back though. wish she wasnt going. im very confused on how to feel. and about this no contact for 3 weeks now. pain Edited August 28, 2011 by Dblock10
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