aem86 Posted August 25, 2011 Posted August 25, 2011 I recently moved into the top of an old house. Soon after moving in, I because close friends with the girl who lives downstairs. My neighbour (the girl who lives downstairs), has a brother. A while back, her brother came to visit, and the three of us had dinner, and spent the evening together. We all consumed a lot of alcohol. That night, the brother and I ended up having sex. The next morning I tried to sum it up to a drunken one night stand and move on. A few weeks later, My neighbour had her brother come over again. Same story, we talked, had drinks, and ended up having sex. At this point, I started feeling for him. Before our second rendez-vous, the brother told me about his past rough relationships, and how he is scared to get into a new relationship because of how badly he has been burned. He sees a lot of girls, but is not serious with any of them. Again, a few weeks later there was a party at our house, and the brother was there. Again, there was lots of alcohol consumed, and we ended up having sex again. I know he is not looking for a girlfriend, but I still had feelings for him after our third hook-up. Last weekend I went to a party with my neighbour. Her brother was there (and was very drunk). I became slightly drunk and decided to tell him how I feel. I told him he was the most amazing guy I have ever met. He told me that I deserve better and that he is a dirty dog. He told me over and over that I deserve better than him and that I should know that. He told me that there will never be anything between us because he does not want to settle down. He just wants to party. I know that should have been enough to make me move on, but I cannot stop thinking about him, and how hurt my heart is. Just yesterday I went over to my neighbours house for dinner and games. After a few hours, her brother came to play too. I did not consume any alcohol, and neither did he. I could not even look at him, or engage him in conversation, and he did the same. After, although it was civil and peaceful, I went home feeling depressed and sad. I really wish I could move on, but I cannot stop caring for him, or having feelings for him. I know that it is wrong, but I do not know what to do. I try to stay busy and go out with other people. I even go on dates with other guys, but I always end up thinking about the brother. I hope there is some advice out there for me. I know that I need to make like a bridge and get over it, I just do not know how. Thank you!
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