Buttercup84 Posted August 22, 2011 Posted August 22, 2011 I am so close to breaking contact , it's been four days since I started nc . I just want him to know how much I'm hurting and how much I love him . That I can't stand the thought of him with anyone else . I know it's so stupid and pointless . I'm confused , angry and sad he gets to be happy and does not care what im doing . I just want to stop caring what he does . I just want to be strong enough for nc
ConfusedT Posted August 22, 2011 Posted August 22, 2011 you have to find the strength within yourself!! do not break NC. It will help you heal and you will feel better! you can't stand it because it is SO FRESH, but give it time! you really have no choice, you can either contact him and get hurt or not contact him and regain your inner strength. Do what is right for you! I have broken it numerous times, only to regret it after. Almost everyone here has...
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