ConfusedT Posted August 22, 2011 Posted August 22, 2011 its been a week or so since I came on and I broke NC. Seriously, one of the worst decisions I made, but I did. I've been having my good and my bad days, knowing he is with someone besides me literally kills me, but everything happens for a reason, I’ve just yet to see why this happened! I have NOT broken NC again, although I have wanted to. When im sad theres nothing more I want to do than call him! Instead I sit there and deal with it myself. I am an extrovert and I always talk about how I feel to someone, because it makes me feel so much better, but I am tired of having all my friends hear me sob about the guy that everyone KNEW was an ********* except for me =( Im staying strong though and believe me when I say, it is VERY hard to do, but so worth it! Hope everyone is doing better and staying strong!!!
Portisphish Posted August 31, 2011 Posted August 31, 2011 Stay strong. I'm only on day 2. Thought I learned my lesson 4 years ago when I chronicled my divorce on here. Now here I am again. Don't have the strength to tell the story, and won't derail you're thread, but just give you encouragement. You are strong. You can do this. I can do this. Not sure who I am trying to convince. Stay strong!
M2155 Posted August 31, 2011 Posted August 31, 2011 Don't you hate knowing all my friends were right (many of them never even met him) and I wanted to see the best? Now I feel silly:mad:. But maybe next time I will listen! What happened when you contacted him? I feel like I'd be ignored so I don't bother because then I'll end up feeling more rejected. I truly hope what goes around comes around. You deserve better. I guess this experience is a lesson learned to make whatever we got coming even better. It has to be;)
depplover_1980 Posted August 31, 2011 Posted August 31, 2011 Howdy! You say everyone knew he was bad for you except you? How do you feel about this now - what do you see as his negative traits?
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