katie.b Posted August 22, 2011 Posted August 22, 2011 I've loved this guy for4 years now and just recently found out many things. He just wanted to ****, he was never attracted to me, he only said he loved me cuz it made me happy and never felt that way, he joined the army and we use to write letters to each other but whn he came back home he changed. He finally confessed about his first love whom he can't let go, sadly I've known from the start but I've been alone all my life, I had sex with him various amounts of times even though i was molested and raped as a child. He was the only one I trusted with my body he made me feel beautiful vut last night he told me i was ugly and i had a disgusting body and I was a whore. I still love him and I don't know how to let go. I recently realized that i don't need a man or woman to make me happy but theres this empty void in my chest and its been there since i was little he took it away and it scares me that i am obsessed with getting it back.
Jonnyy Posted August 22, 2011 Posted August 22, 2011 Ive only been on this forum for a few days but i have also learned alot in those few days. My advice, forget about him. NO ONE deserves to be treated the way he treated you. Any guy looking just to **** is almost always a jerk. No Contact is the very very very best thing for you. He doesnt even deserve you. You trusted him and he treated you like ****. You deserve so much better than that. I understand you may still love him, but would you want to love someone who called you ugly, disgusting, and who lied about loving you? Simply put, you deserve better and can do better. Find a guy who treats you the way you deserve to be treated and who actually loves you for who you are.
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