Help? :[

[bobbymcfan]

Well, to start im totally crazy about this one girl the normal story were both 16 and she's my first girlfriend, but i mean i was so in love with her that i dreamed about her. ive spent two years with her in a relationship on and off and weve worked event the hardest probalems through. and just four days ago she broke up with me over a small fight and now i honestly don't think she wants to be with me shes just hanging out with her friend thats in a band and probably flirting etc. and tonight when i told her about how i was talking to a girl that noticed i was uspset about her she flipped and called my house and made me promise i wouldnt like this girl who i honestly think of as a friend the girl probably wont tlak to me now so il be unable to talk about any of it with andyone and then she ignored me the whole night when i spent an hour or so telling her what she means to me. i was so angry about how shes acting i said im going to go find someone else. but she means so much to me i dont want to let go shes everything i ever looked for but when i told her before i left that she hurt me and i thanked her in a sarcastic way but i was upset the only thing she said was "Your welcome." :[ and I dont know what to do im crazy about her and shes perfect but do I find someone who treats me better? Im having a hard time to let go and now have no one to talk about it with. she was also my best and only friend really :[ and now not only am i having a hard time not writing and writing to her thinking if i just say one more meaningful thing shell stay with me. but im doubting whether there really are other fish in the sea all the other girls at my school are so shallow and shes just so different and sweet and funny and smart and cute and :[ i just need help.. :[