Buttercup84 Posted August 21, 2011 Posted August 21, 2011 A few weeks after my ex left me , I realized something while I was at work. I kept thinking that I don't want to have a life without him , that it is so hard to imagine a future without him , and that is scares me. And being with someone else makes me feel ill and I feel worse thinking of him with someone else. But then I realized : He chose a life and future without me , he coudln't care less if I found someone new , because he let me go. He can see himself with someone else , growing old and having children. It was like a punch in the gut. While I can't imagine a life without him , he chose a life without me. So the people who left us chose to live their lives without us , cut us out and maybe never see us again despite what we went through with them and shared. I know this sounds inmature but it just makes me think : What *********s !
funnyface Posted August 21, 2011 Posted August 21, 2011 yes exactly! Its so hard to go through the pain, but once you remember that simple piece of information, it makes it easier! right now I am on the rollercoaster of feeling what you described, and then lows of loneliness and fear of never finding anyone else.... but thank you for the post, because it put me back on a high again there is a great book called "Its Called A Breakup Because Its Broken." its really fantastic... I'm currently searching for my copy, which I can't find :sigh:
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