LoveandSuch Posted August 20, 2011 Posted August 20, 2011 Hi all, Do any of you live life the way you do because it is expected of you and you take responsibility and it is just making your life miserable? I used to live a carefree life and now all decisions are made to make all others happy and I am miserable. I know these are my responsibilities and I am supposed to make decisions and leave selfishness behind. I have. I am completely miserable. I have someone in my life who is like the devil, and they continue to make my life not without suffererage. I have given up alot. I used to have a little problem, not a problem for me, because I am strong and able to handle most obstacles. I used to do a bump here or there, because I liked it, and it was just an everyday thing, my decision. It helped me get through school, get through life and was not even an afterthought. Never was a problem, never interfered with life issues, was an exponent to my happiness. I gave this up when I had a huge responsibility to come, and the decision was not a decision but just a compromise I knew was expected of me, a responsibility, and was not difficult of a decision, just stopped, did it. In my life now, I am not happy at all, feel lost,and this overwhelming feeling of doing this again is hitting me hard. There is nothing wrong with it, hell, pharmaceutical companies are making billions on items that are 90% worse. I know I have tried them, and none have compared and are horrible. What I am getting at, is why do I have to be so responsible, there are many out there with great jobs, okay lives, that do this and are carefree in doing so. I am so tired of CARING about everything. Is there a time in your life that you need to stop caring about all others and do something that makes YOU happy?
Pasttense Posted August 20, 2011 Posted August 20, 2011 You are too vague: what are the specifics of the situation you are in?
Author LoveandSuch Posted August 21, 2011 Author Posted August 21, 2011 Hi was having a bad day. I know what is right for me and I can never go back to my fun years. I was so much fun. I had so many friends. I was so care free, but at the same time, I was responsible, did not carelessly sleep around, understood boundaries. This is just a part of growing up, I understand. I feel like I am in constraints at this point in life and I cannot just make large decisions and take my life in the direction, I wish. Down in the dumps, I suppose.
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