CopingGal Posted August 19, 2011 Posted August 19, 2011 Some days ago, I had meltdown outside on campus. I know this...yes, I know this...I know I should not have gone to my ex's facebook page, but I did. He indicated who his girlfriend was. When I was with my ex, he didn't even acknowledge me on facebook, but he acknowledged her. I called him and I was almost hysterical. It took about 8 tries to get every word out. Then, this woman who he met a month ago...he told me he, this woman and his son were traveling to Wisconsin, 2 states away. For those who know my story, in 2 1/2 years, I only met his son once. My ex brought his son into the life he has with this woman in the very beginning. Now a month later, they travel to Wisconsin. I know I have to stay away from him because everytime I speak to him, he throws this woman in my face. I broke up with him because he kept ignoring me and was treating me badly. Within 7 days he was in a new relationship. I asked him if he is capable of feeling remorse. He said "I don't know." The couple's therapist I spoke to told me that has has no conscience. Anyway, when I got off the phone with my ex, I was screaming and sobbing so hard that my roommate wanted to call the campus police because he was afraid for me. I cried and cried that night and the next morning. I felt like I wasn't going to make it. I felt like I was going to die. By the evening of the next day, I was much better. I have ended my facebook account. I changed my email address and I started working out again. I also started doing Chi-gong (a simple form of Tai-chi again). I did NOT binge. My roommate asked me if I wanted ice cream and I told him I wanted a piece of fruit.
nyc_guy2003 Posted August 19, 2011 Posted August 19, 2011 Pardon me for asking a naive question, but if you're in college why in satan's frozen h#ll would you want to date a dude who has kids??
Author CopingGal Posted August 19, 2011 Author Posted August 19, 2011 Hi. I'm not in college. I was using the computer there.
Author CopingGal Posted August 24, 2011 Author Posted August 24, 2011 Feeling better but it still hurts. It's very hard. There are so many things I want to tell him. I'm furious with him and the way he treated me this summer. But we had a lot of good times and I miss him. It's hard to stay strong with NC but I'm doing it.
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