Author Dblock10 Posted August 20, 2011 Author Posted August 20, 2011 (edited) didnt contact her last night. trying so hard to fight the urge it was almost too over whelming when i thought about some memories of her and me together. i dont get how she has suddenly just been able to switch emotions off toward me. like when i went to see her, she didnt passionately kiss me once. even knowing we may never see each other again.. i dont get it. i feel i need say this to her, the reason i say "say this" instead of ask stuff, is because i probably wont get a reply or answers that will benefit me as she says things that dont mean a lot. so if i say things directed at her, at least she would have got the txt and read it. thinking. hey, guess u'd rather not have to talk to me now as i've not heard from you since i came to see you, which is fine, just i didn't expect you to be like that. seems like you completely want to forget about me now, i'm sorry you felt you couldn't handle staying together. but thats life. all the best "me" but also thinking about sending a standard txt first and then if i dont get a response. i can send that. otherwise she might think ok wow what an immature guy for sending me that, when he hasnt spoke to me either etc etc people say i wont gain anything from sending the txt, but wont i have peace of mind that i told her how i think its **** how shes **** and then i can forget about her and move on without regrets for just saying nothing and almost letting her "get away with it" which is how i feel if i stay nc Edited August 20, 2011 by Dblock10
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