ConfusedT Posted August 16, 2011 Posted August 16, 2011 day 7 and i am feeling OK this morning. didnt wake up crying and to my surprise he was NOT the first thing on my mind, second, sigh, but not first! we have TONS of mutual friends, so to break off complete connections would be impossible, but my girlfriend did tell me that he was doing the same ol thing, not looking for a job, just sittin at the house all day, doing ______ & nothing whatever. so it made me feel like maybe this is a good thing afterall & that God truly is trying to teach me a lesson from all this. maybe all this pain, all the hurt is just going to make me that much stronger, maybe? all i can do is pray and take it day by day.. i miss my genuine smiles and laughs, i miss my self-esteem, pride & worth! i still miss him, but i miss myself way more!! cheers to day 7 and everyone that is along for the ride!!
arbrne_vet Posted August 16, 2011 Posted August 16, 2011 maybe all this pain, all the hurt is just going to make me that much stronger, maybe? all i can do is pray and take it day by day.. Maybe... NOPE!! For sure.....YES!! Hang in there. one day at a time. The journey of 1000 miles must be started with the first step. If you need to "talk", then come here and talk.
nini Posted August 16, 2011 Posted August 16, 2011 maybe all this pain, all the hurt is just going to make me that much stronger, maybe? all i can do is pray and take it day by day.. Yes it will, this is a test, and how we handle it will determine the result...we can make ourself or let ourselves down (for someone who is not even worth it)! 7 days is a great achievement, well done!! keep it up and stay strong!!
Lost on Jerseyshore Posted August 17, 2011 Posted August 17, 2011 Glad to hear he wasnt the 1st thing on your mind!!!!! Thats what I am looking forward to!!! Happy to hear you had a better day!!
Author ConfusedT Posted August 18, 2011 Author Posted August 18, 2011 i broke down. ugh, disappointed. day 1 tomorrow again! =(
Barrsitter Posted August 18, 2011 Posted August 18, 2011 Try Reiki. I was in your shoes about a guy. Then I had Reiki and immediately experienced a real shift in my psyche. Like all of a sudden, the guy didn't matter. I got re-balanced and re-focused. Learned to love myself and not give my energy away to someone who wasn't giving it back. Too much energy is leaving your body and soul. Reiki will help you re-balance and keep your own energy.
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