Nay Posted August 16, 2011 Posted August 16, 2011 Ok I was telling yall on last week thursday we had a wonderful time, so yesterday called him to say Hi, and see how his day went the night before which was sunday, he stayed over and he told me the next morning he had alot of running around to do. long story short, he told me that he was going home it was rainning real bad and he's going to relax. A few mins later he call me and ask if i wanted to come and see his project I said no problem so we met up, then he ask me to come inside his house for a lil while I did we talked about all the Drama thats going on in the city we live in that was that, so as I was leaving he hug me then I went home he I clled him like 2hrs later ask him can h come over i really did want to have sex!!! so he said ok babe give me a min. ok he arrives @ my house and then before he came in we was on my porch talking and he ask me " do you think by us doing this to much it will mess up our friendship, I was speechless, I really like him but then I thought about it and I said you know what maybe it will, so now we just sat on my porch and I ask him what was wrong with him, I said to him " you are stuck, and I just want to know when will this stop" he said you know what sometimes you cnt deny when you love someone or did love someone, I know he was talking about his X. Look me and him both just got out of a relation mines has been 5months and his has been 4months so yes it's still very fresh, but I said to him ok if we are friends why not just live and let things flow, he said to me he really like me and cares about me,he just not ready for a relationship, i said to him I never once ask you to be with me, so then he asaid I know I just want and need time to find myself and see what I want. I said I told you that but you just make me feel like this is wrong, i'm very confused because he will say one thing and then his feelings will change like he said the other night he really wanted to do something to me, but he had to stop his self, he said he want someone that they can split everything dwn the middle and build together, I SAID TO HIM WELL IT'S RIGHT IN YOUR FACE..he said people is not like that anymore, I said come on now how will you know if you keep pushing people away because of what you went through with your X, thats really not right. I'm not saying that I want to be in a relationship with him I won't mind he really a sweet MAn with a very good head on his shoulders and I believe that we will be great for eachother i'm just upset because now I don't know what to do. then he calls me last night I really did not have anything to say to him so I said goodnight he was upset but really if you feel like one day i'm your babe and then the next you can't do this why should I even be on the phone with you I really don't know yall.
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