CycleOfLove Posted August 15, 2011 Posted August 15, 2011 hello everyone, ill keep this plain and simple .. so i've been dating online my SO for over 2 years now, we met online & no.. we never met before yet. im 21 hes 18,im from Canada hes from Cali, the reason why we didnt meet yet is because of financel reasons & visa crap. the reason why im writing this thread is because, i always thought with time it'd get easier, the heart ache will stop one day and it'll be eaier and i'll get used to it. but let me tell you my friends,it aint gettin ANY easier lol.. . i still get doubts,i still get mad at him so much some days thanks to the distance frustration, sometimes i feel like i could just have "normal" life, a local boyfriend but then again i love my SO and we have been trough so much and i just dont want to let it all go down the drain. what im trying to say is thatt.. is anyone else feels like i do at all? tbh i feel like this so very often that i wish i could just have a normal life with out all the expnesive money spending and flights and heartaches and distance.. bleh . i just kinda slefishly hope someone else feels just like i do ..
AudiHax Posted August 15, 2011 Posted August 15, 2011 I feel this way and I've been with my SO for nearly 6 years...It gets harder each year because the time is drifting by and we're still in college and moving to be together is so hard with all this visa stuff in the way. We only get to see each other once or twice a year and that's what makes it much harder to say goodbye again, not knowing when we'll see each other again and how long it will be before we can actually be a "proper" couple and move in together. It's lonely and really hard most of the time, but because we love each other, we'll keep it up until we find a way to be together properly.
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