willdev Posted August 14, 2011 Posted August 14, 2011 Well I think we just fell out of love, I thought we were fine but obviously not. I've based my life around her, im not going to uni i'm doing an apprenticeship because I wanted to be with her. I'm now ****ed . I miss her so much and we only just broke up a couple of hours ago. I keep trying to call her I know that's the wrong thing to do but I can't help myself. What do you do with yourself after you have broken up with someone of 4 years at the age of 18? I keep trying to text her and she replies, I know texting/contact isn't the best idea but it really soothes my pain. I can't stand the thought of her shagging/kissing anyone else :/ Cheers
WindWhisperer Posted August 14, 2011 Posted August 14, 2011 My heart goes out to you Im on the opposite side. I wish my ex boyfriend would have contacted me, said he missed me. Its been a week and I havent heard anything. But you ended it for a reason obviously... try remember that. why did you end it? If you can honestly believe that you made a mistake and will not break up later on again...then tell her that. Dont mess her around. Wish you all the luck in the world
Author willdev Posted November 9, 2011 Author Posted November 9, 2011 Now, over the past 3 months I have done everything suggests to move on apart from one thing contacting her. The longest I've lasted is 2 weeks before texting her to ask if she was okay or the occasional ring to see if she answers, guess what? She doesn't. I've moved away from where we use to hang out, met new people, gone to music festivals, kissed new girls and dated others. I always find myself crawling back to wanting her back? I've just started my first year at university and I can't seem to take her off my mind even though the last time I saw her was 3 months ago. Today I texted her "I still love you. I've tried my best not to. I'm sorry I haven't managed it like you have". Haven't had a reply yet. HELP? She was my first love, my only love. It feels like she has died.
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