Diatribes Posted August 7, 2011 Share Posted August 7, 2011 (edited) It's been about 16 days since my ex left me. The first week was horrid. Things were getting better this last week. She's still the first thing I think of when I wake up, every day. Last night I had a dream about her. It was horrible and I was crying in this dream. I woke up today feeling like I did 2 weeks ago. I wanted to cry. I haven't cried over her in a week. I had a date with a girl last night, and we aren't compatible. This girl wasn't nearly as pretty as my ex. I kept picturing my ex seeing me with this girl and laughing at me. I figured going out on a date might make me feel better, but in the end I kept comparing this girl to my ex and it made me miss her. And while I should feel angry and resentful for how she gave up on me so easily and left me for her ex, I think I still love her and I miss her tremendously. I just want the anxiety and pain in my chest to go away, and feel happy again. Edited August 7, 2011 by Diatribes Link to post Share on other sites
Arikel Posted August 7, 2011 Share Posted August 7, 2011 It'll slowly get easier. Since I decided to break up with my ex, I hadn't been eating much at all (thank goodness for protein shakes), and have been unable to sleep properly. Its been almost a week and I can actually sort of have lunch again if I go out with a friend, the sleep parts still screwed up, but I'm confident I will be able to get through the night again. Just hang in there ok, it sucks, I know, but we are all strong enough to get through it Link to post Share on other sites
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