sad&stresd Posted August 4, 2011 Posted August 4, 2011 (edited) i hav been in a long distance realtionship for about 7 months now it started out with online chatting im 20 and he's 23 now the first time he proposed...i refused cause i dint think we or our mentalities matched. bt then for the next two months i talked to him & realised that he cared a lot & i told him that i loved me later on i found out that even upto a month after i said yes...he had been chatting with his ex & telling her that he loved her bt that their reln. could not go anywhere i tried to break up with him bt was scared tht i'd be alone so i din't he came here just two months after that we went about bt he wanted me to touch him & by the end of our first date we almost ended up doing a handjob for each other i've been feeling guilty about that since then(i am from a conservative indian family so......) bt nw tht he's cmin agn(to celebrate both our birthdays) i'm scared he wants to hav oral & i doubt if he'l listen when i try to stop him sure i cared about him when i said yes bt now its like he does whatevr i tell him to do & i dnt listen to a thng he says & im feeling like a hitler in the relationship & wanna get out My frnds hav been shouting at me from the beginning to leave him coz i'd find someone better the only thing stopping me is that i don't wanna hurt him help me someone plz what do i do?????? Edited August 4, 2011 by sad&stresd
Author sad&stresd Posted August 4, 2011 Author Posted August 4, 2011 i tried to break up with him bt he begged me not to leave him he wnts to stay as frnds & i dnt wanna hav sex here its taboo for unmarried girl to have sex & i guess i'd feel like i lost my integrity bt he said he wnt pressurise me anymr let's see wht happens
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