what do i do

[chiquita latina]

so if u read my last post maybe ull understand this better... anyways im starting to fall for my boyfriends friend he's always there when i need some one to talk to ive never expected this but its hard rejectijg the feelings i feel that im just bf now not only cause i still love him but because he's my first to have sex so i guess theres a possible attachment but i dont want to keep feeling like his controlling my life... i want to be happy i want to have fun and i just want to know that he's really happy with me should i let go of my current bf or should i try waiting it out... please help me