still love her but no in love with her, the process of moving on

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my ex and i broke up 3 months ago after 3 years together at first i was ok with it then i got needy and asked her back and she declined we stayed in LC but remained friends then as a few weeks went by i started to get very depressed and loney and i asked her back again and she said no again then i got extremely needy and made my self look pathetic and she told me not to contact her anymore and i said ok.

 

that was 6 weeks ago today i havn't herd or spoke to her since it been NC for 6 weeks now. I feel much better about the whole thing i'm no longer depressed or sad about it i've moved on except i still think about her quite alot and i know i still love her i'm just not in love with her anymore. I often wonder if she will ever contact me again? i dont intend on contacting her i wont i've set that boundry for myself unless she contacts me i will never contact her again. but i do wonder about her and i know i still care for her and love her in a way she was my first real love and i was hers.

 

how long do you think i will still think about her i feel like this feeling of wondering about her and weather or not she will contact me could last a long time, i'm already dating another girl very casual i'm not lookin for anything serious at all, even seeing another girl i still have thorts of my ex

i aslo wonder if she did contact me would i even respond i'm not sure i just know it would give me some kind of satisfaction knowing she was thinking about me, i'm sure i would respond tho