sitting Posted July 25, 2011 Posted July 25, 2011 Hello! First of all i want to say that im not from a English speaking country so don't be hash on me for not typing with good grammar and so on Okay lets get to the point. For a month or more i have been talking to this wonderful girl, on skype and phone! Like staying up nights talking about different stuff, having a blast. Like once I told her a story that i just thought up and she would laugh about some parts of the story. laughing with me. And she told me she really liked me how i looked and that she felt like she have known me her whole life, and i felt the same. anyway... The last 5 days something strange happened... she stopped talking to me. I don't know why. The 2 last sms that i got from her over 2 days.. was when i started to think something was wrong, the first one was when i asked her if she was busy and she told me she was gonna see her friend that had come home from out of country, we have talked about it before about her friend (girl) being out-country. Nothing wrong with that.. Only that i typed her that "okay, but then i will call you later" i didn't get any answer about yes or no, so i though she may not want me to call so i didn't (stupid mistake i guess) The last sms day i had with her (the day after), she text me that she seen the header i made for her blog (i asked if she had a blog, and she told me that she was getting one up again, and i asked if she needed help with design because i just love working with web design, so just to clear it with you guys that she didnt ask me to do it for her, i asked if i could do it.) She really liked it she wrote, it was very very cool! And i said "thanks, good that you liked it, if you want something else fixed on it just tell me. And if you have time maybe we can talk on phone, i miss hearing your voice ;)" she didn't send anything back and i got heart broken for some reason. Next day i called her, first i got "number you calling cant be reached for the moment" and hours later when i called i got signals but no one answers. I waited to get a message about me calling but didn't get one. This really made me sad!! Now for days i have been waiting for her to say something, like anything but she have not. today 5 days of silence i wrote on skype" are you okay? you have been very silent the past days" she is still online and not typing back. The problem is that i dont know if its me or something that has happen to her. i mean if it was me then she would have deleted me from facebook, skype and so on. or would she? And its hard not to get upset specielly if you like someone when you see her adding people on facebook... anyway i saw that she added someone that wrote "hey wats up?" and he didn't get a response, not on facebook anyway... and that make me have some hope that it is something else.. and not me. wow allt his have made me very sad, i cant sleep at nights, cant think about something else, cant find the joy in doing stuff i normally do. all im thinking of is what have i done that made her not want to talk to me, because i cant really find it... i have not been rude in anyway, and i always type to her with a great smile on my face. anyway i just want to get it out and maybe you guys can point something into this. Great community btw! its feels good that you are not the only on in the world having love problems, i mean it dont feel good that some of you feel bad, its more having the feeling that you are not alone in this world take care all!
Author sitting Posted July 26, 2011 Author Posted July 26, 2011 my text:) i did something i never thought i would do ever, i text her, saying i have to tell you this, you dont need to speak just listen. i told her how much she really matter for me, how she made me feel. It felt so good after, saying it all. She said that she didnt know what to say and so on. i think she dont know how to feel about all this, how i felt about her and so on. so yea eveything is in her hand now, i cant do anything. you cant control others feelings
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