sinkerswim Posted April 28, 2004 Posted April 28, 2004 Hi Tom.. me again.. I dont think you will ever forget her... I would hope my boyfriend/fiance of 8 years doesnt forget me. Handle the emotions as they are coming.. if that makes any sense. Im not mad at what my fiance did...but I am dissapointed in him, that after that long..he would just let me go like this. I love him too much to be mad. I dont know...just hang in there. You are doing good. If I was in England..I would like to hang out with ya!
Author tom_gbr Posted April 28, 2004 Author Posted April 28, 2004 thanks sinkerswim....i would be ok if it wasnt for finding out about this lad....that really messed me up...i never thought i would find out about her and other guys so when i did it really hurt. i suppose its just another thing im going to have to work through..i cant wait till i come out the other side of all this. i just want to look back at what we had and feel good...right now it just upsets me...but i suppose the only thing that will help right now is time and keeping myself busy...i have so much work to do im getting so stressed out
Author tom_gbr Posted April 29, 2004 Author Posted April 29, 2004 well its thursday night...i hate thursdays as the ex is out tonight and im guessing the lad that she's been chattin to when shes out and speaking to on the phone. well i think thats all. im really trying to stop thinking about her....but i have a feeling that she's going to get with this lad tonight. im going to see kill bill volume two toight so that will take my mind of her. i really miss talking to her, telling her about my day and the things that have happened in my life recently. i can feel myself moving on but knowing about this lad really hurt me. just wish it was tommorow
Author tom_gbr Posted April 29, 2004 Author Posted April 29, 2004 well its nearly the end of another thursday night...i was dreading this one but ive had a good night...i feel happy....i dont know if thats because im nearly over her or its because that this guy that she has been having close contact with has lost interest...well my mate seems to think he has....apparntly he hasnt been replying to the messages that my ex has been sending him. i hope this will make her think of me and how well i treated her...i really feel so much better now...i dont know if its because its the evening as always seem to feel better. even if she phoned me and wanted me back i would say no...im feeling happy again. ive waited for this day for such a long time
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