thirteen Posted July 21, 2011 Posted July 21, 2011 after a year, I sensed my ex bf (first bf) wanted to cheat on me behind my back with my classmate. My pride didn't allow me to be a 2nd choice or to be cheated, so I chose to break up with him first. You can say that I am paranoid but at the end, in a month, they were together (and they kept it as a secret, I just knew that news from his close friends). and now it seems that they are broke up because the guy had another woman. same story repeated. what a jerk. and after that I am starting to have trust issues to any guys. Guys came to me seems just want to have NSA while actually I am kind of person who do LTR. So there was a time I really regret to reject this guy that seemed really know myself, but I kept holding myself back because I don't wanna get hurt. In the end, we didnt talk nor contact each other because I gave a distance. because of that I started to try, at least, be open to men. and again, there was a man whom I met in a club, gave me a signal about I-want-to-be-your-bf and not NSA. I allowed him to stay at my home because he missed the last train and what we all do was just talk and kiss. He left me in the morning without saying any word. so please tell me, how to gain back my trust to men? I am kinda bisex, and in this case, girl is more easier to be understood. But I still want to have a normal life.
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