Quest4_TheLost Posted July 20, 2011 Posted July 20, 2011 (edited) Dear, LS I can't sleep.. I wrote here a while back how my ex has been checking up on me and what I write through a diffrent user name on here. So I only use that user name now to give advice and no longer talk about him. Well he had a new gf.. The girl he left me for basically.. It took him a while to tag and back her but he finally got what he wanted.. Things have been a mess... I fought with myself for a while wether to let him see our son. He lies about everything, I found out he stole money from me.. I also have suspicions he may be using drugs. The people he hangs with aren't a good crowd. But I tried to get him to be a father and come see his son. I really just wanted my son to have a father. Things got explosive and I ended up telling him to sign over his rights. He decided to start threatening me saying he would call social services on me and some other horrible things he felt the need to say. Also saying that I wouldn't let him take the baby because I wanted him over here so I could get him back. This was the last straw for me and I knew the best thing was for him to just disapear. This was 7 months after being broken up.. Well I get an email a few days ago saying he broke up with his gf in hopes that it would help him beable to see his son. He also tried to say he sent me money in the mail that never showed up. I again explained to him that it had nothing to do with his gf.. It was him his attitude his moral ethics and his unstable life style. Then again told him that I wouldn't change my mind about the situation. I have sent him so many emails telling him why I don't want him in my sons life. But he insists it was because he is dating this girl. But he ignores them basically pretending he never got them. He dosen't accept blame for anything that has happend int he relationship or in the last 9 months. Well of course as usual no reply. I have even told him to keep his money and the money he stole from me. He hasn't given a penny for his son anyway. Just to get rid of him. That brings me to lasnight. 2am watching the end of a good movie and I hear a *BANG* at my window. It scared the crap out of me. I look out the window, nothing. The smoke from the firework starts pouring in. So I close the window and run to the front door. I see nothing and being in my pjs I don't run outside. Seconds later a car speeds my way up the street. Well first he is reading my messages here,then he does somthing as drastic as to email me about breaking up with his gf which is probably a crock of crap but not that I care, now 2am firewworks.. Yes.. I know it was him I'm sure he was probably drunk as a skunk too.. Well I thought I was ok and I don't want to make a big deal out of it. But I turn off the lights and lay there a while wondering to myself. "whats going to happen next?" Is somthing going to happen? Will someone start pounding at my window throw a brick through it? I did the only thing I could think of. Sent an email to him short and to the point. I know it was you tonight at my window with the fireworks. If anything happens like that again I will file a police report and get a restraining order. Stop harrassing me.. No reply of course.. I'm worried.. I am scared somthing else will happen and now I am scared to be alone in my room at night. I feel like a kid. He has never been abusive or hurt me. But he never had it altogether either. Do you guys think I should be worried? Am I just freaking out for nothing? From what I told you do you think it will escalate? Edited July 20, 2011 by Quest4_TheLost
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