69ways Posted July 20, 2011 Posted July 20, 2011 Read the previous episode here: http://www.loveshack.org/forums/t287130/ She calls me yesterday to say she knows I am in her hometown for holidays but wants to meet me for coffee. I explain that as she is going abroad the previous day and i cant change the ticket I have, this will not easy. She asked many times to change it, I said no. HOW CAN YOU SEAT THERE AND LOOK AT ME AS A FRIEND?I said... I dont know was her reply. She complaint why I ask her friends , who some are also friends of me, to meet and I dont ask her. THEY DID NOT BREAK MY HEART I said. YOU DESTROYED MY DREAMS...... she was crying all the way......... A river of emotions came out then and I really told her everything I had inside me. How much I loved her and I wanted children and how she just ripped me apart. She burst in tears telling me she is going abroad to find her self and that she is messed up and should have asked for my help and not leave me instead. I also told her I am there for her as I know she is depressive and dont want her to suffer. she said i am here for you and again I told her you are not, you never picked up when I used to call....I know she replied. Anw I suggested to maybe meet in the future if I am there again. TXT her later to say good night and sorry the ticket is not refundable so I could change it. Any light to this people?
HeartOfAPhoenix Posted July 20, 2011 Posted July 20, 2011 Don't get your hopes up if you want to reconcile. she never mentioned that she wanted to give it another shot or anything. basically just asked you why you aren't chasing her and giving her that ego boost that she wants.
Author 69ways Posted July 20, 2011 Author Posted July 20, 2011 I am not getting my hopes up, I said actually :last time i asked you to meet you said we would have a good time and we should not. I am not calling her PERIOD.... she likes to call me, I will answer as I know she is suffering, cousin of hers committed suicide last week because of depression. She panicked and booked holidays alone but you cant run away from you self. I am my selfs worst enemy she told me last night.....
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