dreamingoftigers Posted July 16, 2011 Posted July 16, 2011 I am finally leaving. This has been such a long, painful journey and I need the biggest break in the world. Tonight I tried to talk to my husband about treating me like I am his wife, he stressed and then he told me he didn't want to be around me anymore (at all) and to move on. I spazzed a bit and threw the car keys on the ground (he was leaving me downtown to just go wherever he goes and I go home to put my daughter to bed etc. Such bull**** and so typical). I then talked a little more and basically said "If you don't care at all then let me move on." So he told me "move on" and then walked away. I am so dumb for sticking this out this long and accepting a living arrangement where I am marginalized in my own home. I am leaving. I need the biggest break in the world to clear my head and figure out my next steps. I will never treat someone like a priority who is treating me like an option ever, ever again. On that note though, I have no regrets, I made sure. I did what I could and what I knew to do. It wasn't perfect but it was what I was able at this point in my life. At least I tried, I really ****ing tried. Onward!
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