TheVSilent Posted July 13, 2011 Posted July 13, 2011 I guess we all have a story. I am struggling so hard this week, today marks 2 months since she dumped me (which I admit was my fault). I'm going on my 3rd week of NC, 2nd session of counseling, and joined a website for dating. I must say, the website has me sort of doubting myself seeing how most girls don't respond to me which puts me in a sort of depression again. I am trying so hard to keep busy, but all I do is think of her, and why she can't just call me, why she had to end everything on such a bad note. A friend of mine got into a car wreck, he is bad off, my best friend is joining the Navy, and I just feel so alone. My counselor suggested going out to places alone and trying to get comfortable in my own skin again, but eh I feel like nobody will like me. I want to break NC so bad, I want to call her or something, it eats me up how this can't be bothering her! Of course she probably checked out way way way before the dump, I just wish she knew I was becoming a changed man. Sorry LS, just had to vent, had to put it into words, I just feel alone.
Trappedinyou Posted July 13, 2011 Posted July 13, 2011 Hang on in there mate . I'm on my 3rd bout of NC and its only been 3 days so far this time. She usually breaks NC to say something nice then turns it into WW3. Its her way of dealing with some of her guilt I think so maintaining NC for me is a good thing. The sun will shine again for you and you will again smile in the sun. Don't forget that as hard as it is to believe right now it is very true. Even the most angry of us on here still love the ex it's only nature and loving someone has never been a crime. If she wants you she knows where to find you, remember that but don't stop yourself from edging on just a bit more and more each day. On here you are never alone.
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