Nohbody Posted July 12, 2011 Posted July 12, 2011 I guess resignation has set in after some time alone in the bush and among strangers who became friends in the wild places. Suddenly I'm not so sure she's coming back. I don't know how I really feel about that... relief is there but so is... disappointment. A deep and pervasive sadness has been the primary feeling of the day. Maybe I'm beginning to accept that it really is over. Maybe I'm beginning to accept that I was wrong - about her. About a lot of things. maybe that ghost of 'us' is beginning to leave me... and I'm really all alone. And it isn't all that bad.
velociheart Posted July 12, 2011 Posted July 12, 2011 You're relieved but disappointed and that indicates to me that you wish she'd make an effort to come back, at least some show that she cares for you and desires you still. Maybe it's not so bad but at the same time you do mention being wrong about her and about other things. Does she know how you feel about things? If my ex came back and told me that he wanted to talk to me I'd be happy to communicate with him but, he's made no indicators to me that he wants it. What do you really want? I guess resignation has set in after some time alone in the bush and among strangers who became friends in the wild places. Suddenly I'm not so sure she's coming back. I don't know how I really feel about that... relief is there but so is... disappointment. A deep and pervasive sadness has been the primary feeling of the day. Maybe I'm beginning to accept that it really is over. Maybe I'm beginning to accept that I was wrong - about her. About a lot of things. maybe that ghost of 'us' is beginning to leave me... and I'm really all alone. And it isn't all that bad.
Author Nohbody Posted July 12, 2011 Author Posted July 12, 2011 What do you really want? Shhhhhhhhh. That's a secret.
velociheart Posted July 12, 2011 Posted July 12, 2011 A secret, or a mystery? I LOOOOVE a mystery! Shhhhhhhhh. That's a secret.
RodG Posted July 12, 2011 Posted July 12, 2011 I guess resignation has set in after some time alone in the bush and among strangers who became friends in the wild places. Suddenly I'm not so sure she's coming back. I don't know how I really feel about that... relief is there but so is... disappointment. A deep and pervasive sadness has been the primary feeling of the day. Maybe I'm beginning to accept that it really is over. Maybe I'm beginning to accept that I was wrong - about her. About a lot of things. maybe that ghost of 'us' is beginning to leave me... and I'm really all alone. And it isn't all that bad. Can I ask how long you've been broken up? Almost two months for me. Some days I feel the way you do and others the complete opposite.
Author Nohbody Posted July 12, 2011 Author Posted July 12, 2011 Dumped on Easter Sunday, about 2 months NC. and I'd give anything to get her back - even now. I'm a fool like the rest.
velociheart Posted July 12, 2011 Posted July 12, 2011 Mine was early March and you're not a fool. I'd take mine back too if he'd make any effort after all the time we invested together. We're optimistic and full of love and we don't know when to say quit, I guess? Dumped on Easter Sunday, about 2 months NC. and I'd give anything to get her back - even now. I'm a fool like the rest.
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