xWhyMe Posted July 9, 2011 Posted July 9, 2011 (edited) I'm going to try to keep this short, otherwise people won't read it. Me & my ex did not have a happy ever after ending. I broke up with him, I won't say why but he didn't cheat, I didn't cheat.. nothing in that category. But he did lie about something that he told me he'd never lie about. I regretted it the next day after I realize what I had done.. I guess it was because I was missing him so much. But then I guess he decided to rebound with this older chick. He's 16 and she's 22. This has been 2 months ago and I think they broke up from what I heard, or they may be still together ... I don't know. He hacked a couple of my social networking sites because he says that I wouldn't leave him alone or I wouldn't shut the fk up about what happened..(fking bastard -.-) I was regretting what I had done and I really wanted to talk to him but he was just so angry about something and I don't know what. He was treating me like fking trash after I broke up with him. & I guess after he met this dumbazz of an adult. So yeah we ended on bad terms .. I was very pissed after the hacking and all that and I could have given 2 ****s about him anymore. But then the madness in me went away, and I came to miss him again. Why? I don't know, I think something is wrong with me. -.- Would I be a fool to try and contact him now after all this? I just don't know what to do. I'm afraid he's going to laugh at me or reject me and call me stupid or whatever over this. I'm afraid of being rejected. I might just leave it alone. I don't have a clue why I'm so worried about this now that I know theres a possibility he's single again. -.- I'm sure he doesn't even want me back either, he probably forgot about me. Well, I was his first love.. I've heard you never forget your first love. I don't know. I feel like I was the innocent one in this relationship. There was alot of misunderstanding. He thought that I was like all the other girls he know which are all whores. I am NOT that kind of girl... Ugh I'm just, SO SICK AND TIRED of being misunderstood. I thought he understood me.. I guess not. I don't know how to deal with this. It keeps bothering me because I don't know if I should contact him or not. Edited July 9, 2011 by xWhyMe
Damien Posted July 9, 2011 Posted July 9, 2011 Do not contact him and move on there are plenty of better guys out there. All the things he's done to you after the breakup gives an indication of what kind of a person he is inside. You're very young and I really think you should take a little more time off to live a little (on your own), it will be a lot better for you in the long run. As for people forgetting their first love, well..it depends on each person really. For me it's somewhat true, I'm still remembering my ex but it's been almost a year now and I no longer miss her. Hang in there
Author xWhyMe Posted July 9, 2011 Author Posted July 9, 2011 Do not contact him and move on there are plenty of better guys out there. All the things he's done to you after the breakup gives an indication of what kind of a person he is inside. You're very young and I really think you should take a little more time off to live a little (on your own), it will be a lot better for you in the long run. As for people forgetting their first love, well..it depends on each person really. For me it's somewhat true, I'm still remembering my ex but it's been almost a year now and I no longer miss her. Hang in there Thank You. Yur lovely.
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