blissie Posted July 9, 2011 Posted July 9, 2011 Hi everyone, I posted two weeks ago about sending my ex an email about giving him his stuff back. It took him two days to respond. In the email he said that he never wanted ‘no contact’ and was just giving me space, respecting my privacy. He gave me his address if I wanted to send the stuff back and cracked a joke about not sending an ‘angry mob’ to his house. Against better judgement, I responded saying he wasn’t worth the time or hardship it would take to organise an angry mob, but no hard feelings. He didn’t reply. I feel pathetic but for the past two weeks since the email, I can’t stop thinking about him. I hate the way he treated me (dumped me by phone). I know that if he genuinely cared for me the entire time we were together, he would’ve done things differently, he would’ve treated me better. My heart hurts. It’s only since he’s gone that I realise how badly I was starting to fall for him. As it stands I haven’t contacted him again (even though I keep thinking about him). I keep wishing that he’ll get back in contact, that he’ll come back. We were great the entire time we were together and I guess I still just don’t understand what happened. On the phone he said that he had found some old stuff belonging to his ex and that he ‘wasn’t ready.’ Which is all well and good. I get that. But why the hell was he telling me how happy he was with me right up until that happened? Why was he telling me that he saw a future with me? Why was he making plans with me? Why did he tell me how awful his ex was? I’m miserable. I just want him to come back. Even though I know he's not good for me.
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