VELVET21 Posted July 7, 2011 Posted July 7, 2011 i woke up and the first thing that came to my mind was...my ex...im not proud to tell you that, since he blocked me from everything i created a fake fb account and added him( i cancel it yesterday but as u may know even tho you cancel a fb account u can still log in anytime) i couldnt help myself from doing it..he doesnt seem hes missing me or hurt at all...i know stalking him is not doingany good but i need to know about him...its hard when someone makes you part of his life and become part of your life to end that suddenly without much that a email..it sucks... i feel really hurt and rejected and confused...he told me he loved me that i was his everything but that he doesnt want to hurt me by not giving me the time i needed...and then just blocked from everything he doesnt answer i dont think he getting my emails maybe he blocked my email too.....still waiting for an answer tho... how can you overcome the feeling of rejection? i need to keep my NC any tips? even tho it seems it doesnt mattter cuz like i said im blocked from everything and my fone died the other day it hurts knowing i might not see the man im in love with and said loved me anymore....is all so confusing i cant let go...
Ally-65 Posted July 7, 2011 Posted July 7, 2011 i woke up and the first thing that came to my mind was...my ex...im not proud to tell you that, since he blocked me from everything i created a fake fb account and added him( i cancel it yesterday but as u may know even tho you cancel a fb account u can still log in anytime) i couldnt help myself from doing it..he doesnt seem hes missing me or hurt at all...i know stalking him is not doingany good but i need to know about him...its hard when someone makes you part of his life and become part of your life to end that suddenly without much that a email..it sucks... i feel really hurt and rejected and confused...he told me he loved me that i was his everything but that he doesnt want to hurt me by not giving me the time i needed...and then just blocked from everything he doesnt answer i dont think he getting my emails maybe he blocked my email too.....still waiting for an answer tho... how can you overcome the feeling of rejection? i need to keep my NC any tips? even tho it seems it doesnt mattter cuz like i said im blocked from everything and my fone died the other day it hurts knowing i might not see the man im in love with and said loved me anymore....is all so confusing i cant let go... I cant tell you it gets better overnight. It doesn't. I'm a month into NC and I still think of him first thing in the morning. But, it does get easier. Such easy words, I know. I always think that the hardest words to hear are "time heals". We want a miracle cure NOW. I have felt exactly as you do, a month ago. Now I can have more good days than bad. It's important you let your emotions out... in your private time. Like tears, or anger or whatever. Write it down, let it out or post here. Those that can say "I love you" and then break up have no idea of what love is. I am not saying that we do, but they don't deserve us. We are so much better. We will come out of this stronger and better people. Trust me, I promise you it gets easier. Hugs to you.
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