MandyC18 Posted July 7, 2011 Posted July 7, 2011 Its been 4days no contact since we first broke up May 28th. These past few days i have been accompanied by my friends and been enjoying myself. Although July 4th i wished i was watching fireworks and spending my day with him. I looked up at the stars and realized all the previous guys in my life are a star, but he will always be the brightest one. Im getting better and the break up is setting in. I've read advice, been given advice and so on. We didn't leave things on a bad note, and although i spent the last 7-8months of my life with him..i dont hate him or dislike him because of the break up. Things got hard, to hard for our young selves to handle. However, he is my "special one" and always will be even if we cant call each other our own we both know deep down..our hearts and mind have its own piece for each other. Yes, i still catch myself reminiscing and bringing up our stories, and while they bring a smile to my face, laugh from my mouth, a tear or many to my eyes..its those memories that are worth remembering. Those memories that can still make you feel the emotions you felt in that very moment. I do hate how things fell apart, how something so great and clear can become blurry.. But until then VVV i will cherish the times we had..and be myself again. But truth and time tells all. Someday, somehow, something, someway...we will reunite again and the flames will rekindle and burn brighter than before. This i promise you....<3
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