bikinibeach Posted June 28, 2011 Posted June 28, 2011 not being with this person does not feel right. but i KNOW that i am not meant to be with someone who treated me that way. i don't choose that life for myself. none of it. how does that make sense. i have a therapist appt on thurs. i want to know WHY, what about me or my past would make me the kind of person to miss someone who valued their friends over me, was a horrible boyfriend, didn't appreciate me or show even consistent, active interest in someone who was out of their league and treated him like a king! the only regret that i have about breaking up with him was that i didn't do it sooner. but wow is it ever torture. i feel like this is not about him anymore. maybe i am as sick as he is, but in another way. at least i am getting help....
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