lofi_tokyo Posted June 27, 2011 Posted June 27, 2011 Having a down day today. Puke. I'm posting here because I'm so ... emotional! Hahahaaha. I'm at the point where I would rather just get over my ex than having to keep dealing with these feelings. When can I just be happy and flirt with other guys and go a day without having something remind me of the ex? Common brain, get over it!! The worst part is, a large part of me is still holding out for a second chance. A part of me still wants to improve myself not for just me, but for him too. Its terrible! I want to get over this. Breaking up when you both still love eachother but cannot be together for outside issues blows.
thelovingkind Posted June 27, 2011 Posted June 27, 2011 Right there with you! I'm at a point where all the agony, deep sadness, trying to avoid lingering on a sweet memory for more than a couple seconds lest I burst into tears, etc. has gone. And yet the attachment is still there, hanging around, only stinging on rare occasions but still floating through my mind a lot of the time. Psychologically I'm exhausted and want to just get over it already. The motivation is all there! But my emotions haven't quite caught up. So it feels like I'm in total limbo; the past has faded but a clear future hasn't yet emerged.
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