just_scott Posted June 26, 2011 Posted June 26, 2011 Well tonight my sis and her guy and some friends are going to this new bar out here and want me to go also, i said i would stop on by .I totally don't feel like going out BUT i'm gonna stop by and say hi . SIS thinks i'm just feeling lonely since my ex of 4 yrs just up and walked out on me a little over a month ago BUT i think i'm lonely and just missing my ex i still sit at home hopping my phone will ring OR they'll be a knock at my door and it being her BUT who knows if that'll ever happen ,we've been n.c. for about a month now AND i have to break that next week cause i am moving and have some things of hers to have her pick up AND i am dreading making that callBUT i know keep it sshort n simple . TONIGHT not like i'm going out to look for anybody or anything FEELS really weird going out alone
dicky_fish Posted June 26, 2011 Posted June 26, 2011 I had my first night out last night and I was dreading it, but it was probably the best thing that could have happened to me. My friends got my spirits up and it was good for my soul just to get out of the house. Need to take these baby steps one at a time.
coolheadal Posted June 26, 2011 Posted June 26, 2011 You should have gone with your sis and friends to the bar. Don't go there on your own though.
Kilty Posted June 26, 2011 Posted June 26, 2011 Can you not post the stuff or hers or have a friend deliver them. Put them in a box and send it.
Author just_scott Posted June 26, 2011 Author Posted June 26, 2011 MAN going out last night was such a mistake for me , i never felt soo out of place before, i stayed like an hour and a half i just had to leave i couldn't go with my sis and them cause their not from my neighborhood and the bar was in my area , so i just met up with them their i can't just mail her stuff or have a friend deliver it ,she actualy has to go through things like cd's,movies,some things i don't want see if she can use them i am soo dreading making the call to her , but just gonna keep it short n sweet and to the point .no hey how are ya bla bla bla ........
bikinibeach Posted June 27, 2011 Posted June 27, 2011 you might not realize it but you are making excuses. dont make that caaaalll!!! over a few books and cds?? do your best to figure it out, then mail or leave on her doorstep or have a friend drop it off. stay strong!
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