Ginger Beer Posted June 26, 2011 Posted June 26, 2011 Been better than I thought it would be but I keep getting the song that reminds me of her in my head, sounds more clear every time and this is the first time I've wanted to cry. It takes me back to when we were becoming very close and all the feelings come back to me when I hear it. It hurts. It's her birthday today (well it was but it's gone midnight in England), it wasn't that bad but the thought of her out in clubs with other boys ****ing drooling over her
EgoJoe Posted June 26, 2011 Posted June 26, 2011 GO GOGO GO! I'm coming up on my third go at three weeks of NC this tuesday. It's NC for life this time. Thats not to say if she came back begging I wouldn't hear her out. BUT, not on her terms or time. It's unlikely that she will though. Strangely ok with never hearing from her again, for the moment haha.
Author Ginger Beer Posted June 26, 2011 Author Posted June 26, 2011 GO GOGO GO! I'm coming up on my third go at three weeks of NC this tuesday. It's NC for life this time. Thats not to say if she came back begging I wouldn't hear her out. BUT, not on her terms or time. It's unlikely that she will though. Strangely ok with never hearing from her again, for the moment haha. Same mate. This is my 2nd proper NC attempt. The 1st was ended after a month of begging on her part. To be honest I should really cut my sim up, I don't even want it to be possible for her to hurt me again.
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