AlisaMarie Posted June 23, 2011 Posted June 23, 2011 So we broke up last Friday for the second time. I was so strong and let him go. NC since then, but on Saturday he text to tell me he left some things. I said I would mail them, whatever. Days went by, then yesterday- he blew the hell out of my phone. I was working and didn't have it on me, and after I had it- I had 9 missed calls and 10 texts angrily telling me he wanted everything he ever bought me including some jewelry. (His ego was burned because he thought I was ignoring him.) I said he wanted to get the things. I left the house. He found me and called the place of business that I was at (hiding). I waited for him to leave, went home and called him back and told him that if he would have acted rationally and not have blown my phone up I would have talked to him, and even let him get his stuff. He was actually scaring me. What was the urgency for 3 small items? Why couldn't I have just mailed them? After a couple rude texts and him telling me that I was a bad person, I unloaded and said some hurtful things that were not far from the truth! A friend of his retrieved his things the next morning. He still has my keys and another item of mine. The truth is... I do what the other item, but I changed my locks the day he left and wouldn't give me my keys. Officially, this is day 1 nc. I don't even want to contact him about the items, but this feels harder than it did last week. There is so much I want to say about how I feel and how hurt I am of his actions. I need to pull through and accept it's over forever. There is nothing else I can do. Please LS members... see me through this again. I don't know what I would have done last year without you.
Author AlisaMarie Posted June 24, 2011 Author Posted June 24, 2011 This is exhausting. I just wish I could stop these awful relationship patterns and have an amazing man that would do anything for me, as I would for them, in my life forever! That's all I have ever wanted.
latexyankee Posted June 24, 2011 Posted June 24, 2011 Do for you honey! Forget about said douchebag and do for you. People will do anything for you as long as you are willing to show that you can do anything for yourself.
Author AlisaMarie Posted June 25, 2011 Author Posted June 25, 2011 Do for you honey! Forget about said douchebag and do for you. People will do anything for you as long as you are willing to show that you can do anything for yourself. Always been very independent... but not emotionally. I don't ever "need" anyone, but ... well you understand.
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