skier123 Posted June 23, 2011 Posted June 23, 2011 my ex and I broke up in August, together for 6 months and I know thats not a long time and that the break up was forever ago. The thing is after the split we would still hang out from time to time, hook up what have you, and still be in each others lives. This went on for a month 1/2. From Oct-January, didnt see her at all, but occasional text here and there. The last 5 months she would call, make plans to go out, which I reluctantly agreed with and we would have a great time. Usaully just drinks, dinner and occasional kissing. A couple times we spent the night together, but didnt hook up. Every time I would call to make plans she would either have plans or say she'd get back to me, which she never did. This happened all the time. Obviously this would piss me off b/c when you say your going to call someone or get back to them, the normal/respectable person would. Or have plans that night and then have her not pick up her phone. The impatient guy I am, would call her out on it and say "choice words" to her to let her know its hurtful and disrespectful.. In the end she would always call or text me back after a couple weeks to hang out. Again, I agree even tho I know its a bad idea. She took advantage of my niceness and knew I would be there the next time to answer, I know its pathetic. So havent heard from her since May sometime, havent seen her since April sometime and havent reached out calling/texting for about a month 1/2. I guess Im asking why I care that I havent heard from her and why I wonder whats shes been up to, hows shes doing? This the longest I havent heard from her or reached out to her since August. Obviously its a toxic relationship and its good that we dont hang out, but cant stop thkinking about her lately. Ive been with other women since the break up so its not like Im not putting myself out there, she just keeps creeping into my head alot. Its almost a year since we broke up and shes still in the back of my head. I know I shldnt care what shes doing or how she is b.c she doesnt deserve it for how she treated me but just cant help it. end blog....
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