guccimane99 Posted June 23, 2011 Posted June 23, 2011 Its been forever since i have posted so i decided i should give all you loveshackers an update. No, my ex and i are not together and no we haven't talked since i wrote her a letter saying i was sorry and pretty much goodbye before school ended. I deleted facebook and immidately started working on myself. I decided when i felt comfortable with myself and love myself i would go back on there. In the month i lost contact with alot of friends. I got a job, got a new hairstyle, and just tried to be happy. I went back on facebook and everything. I looked at her facebook today and for a suprising reason i actually am happy we broke up. She has changed alot and i dont find her attractive anymore. I look at her with no resent nor do the feelings come back its like i never knew her. From the looks of it they are still dating at the time i thought he was the rebound because he was so polar opposite of me but im happy that she has found someone. For me I have been dating around and i have found out that alot of girls find me attractive. I feel like i have a huge ego but i am not a dick about it. I understand i am a good looking guy. I mean i workout 5 to 6 times a week and eat clean meaning 7 meals. NO mcdonalds, or fast food. One thing i have learned through this experience is you never know what a relationship is until its over. Will i be friends with my ex if she asks no i have nothing to go back to. Another thing i can take away from this is that if there was nothing from the start but attraction is there anything to go back to. I will tell you that i am over her because seeing her doesnt bring back the snuggling or the night i made her dinner its just like seeing some random person on facebook that i dont know. I don't know if it was the nc since she started seeing him that the resentment went to indifference. Do i miss her not really its really only when im lonely. I will tell you that you will realize that the people who leave you have a reason why there not in your present. and its your decision if you want them in YOUR future. I wish you all good luck if anything else happens i shall update. Best of luck and keep focusin on yourself good things happen to good people. http://www.loveshack.org/forums/t271193/?highlight=guccimane99
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