2011 Posted June 21, 2011 Posted June 21, 2011 Hey all For months I have been selfishly pining away hoping my ex would come back like a lost puppy. How sad is it for me (or anyone else) to harbour a thought that someone else is going to come along magically one day and make my life all content again, which in reality it probably wouldn't? I mean come on who is in the driving seat here, me or her? Quick note if you are pining then by all means do but do not let it consume your life. If you are three or four months out then you should be looking at really doing things with your life that will make you happy, and get out the rut, not waiting on someone else to do it. So my plan is I am sick of being in this state and am starting to think of things to get me back good and proper, not posting on here that i'm really over it this time but doing things to make me happy and content. I've decided that I need a complete change of life and that starts with my job, my job, as I see it, is part of the old and part of the grieving process I went through and still have right now, although the job is nothing technically to do with it, it is still part of the memories I have so I am deciding on ways to get out of that and start afresh. I have plenty of skills to go it on my own although i'm not going to jump into anything too quick just yet but that is what I really want to do. The current job btw involves me working away a lot. Now by starting out on my own with my own skills it will allow me to have time nearer my home and my friends, something that I never had during the process of the BU as I worked away and was miserable. I also decided that I need to toughen up and become more of a man than a wuss and funnily enough my friend has recommended some security work I could do that is quite easy to get into and also I would be able to earn some more money while doing this. I plan to work a lot more, earn more money, change my surroundings and as I said toughen up my resolve a bit doing the things I described, anyone think this is a good plan for starters? Don't know why I am asking I know it is! Strangely enough I do feel like a big change for me even without this BU that I had to contented with but BU I think was the icing on the cake for me I think. 2011
Art_Critic Posted June 21, 2011 Posted June 21, 2011 Taking back your life feels good.. good for you..
Author 2011 Posted June 21, 2011 Author Posted June 21, 2011 Thanks this is only the start of many better things - and challenges - but i've faced a few biggies already so am used to it now! 2011
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